silence surrounds me all chaos pushed outside
your strength pours in, sustains me, inspires me to push through the webs that ensnare me.
i open my soul to you, trust that you will not abuse it, or hinder its growth.
the silence is shattered now as reality sinks in... it was all just a dream... a dream that cannot be fulfilled.
it is not your strength that pushes me forward it is my own, not you that inspires me, but the amazement at my own strength.
and the soul entrusted to your care has gone into retreat, because you did abuse it, you did hinder it, you hurt me!
i will bleed from this for a long long while...
