How did I come so far?
How have I lived so long?
How can I erase these scars?
When I don’t know where I went wrong?
How can I fight this sadness?
How can I relieve the pain?
How could you be so callus?
Help rid me of my disdain.
How could I have believed you?
How could I be so naïve?
Why didn’t I see right through you?
Why was I so easy to deceive?
How do I make this all go away?
How can I fight my way back?
How do I reopen the gateway?
Without going on the attack?
Can I ever put you behind me?
Can I ever really let you go?
Will I ever again be that carefree?
Seems like such a long time ago.
Will I ever abandon this obsession?
Can I leave without being led?
Do I have the strength to give in?
Or do I let this white dress be stained red?
How do I know what’s right and wrong?
How do I know where to turn?
Is there anywhere in the world I belong?
Can I ever really learn?
These scars that I have acquired,
Run deeper than just my skin.
The “love” you gave me backfired.
Will I learn to love again?
