Reeka's blog: "Pleh"

So yesterday I ran out of the wellbutrin that I was put on when I was vaguely suicidal a month ago... it worked GREAT, but the mail order place hasn't filled my order yet.  In the meantime, I'm apparently stupid and emo enough to take a lot of things personally - though at least I was able to keep myself offline during the worst of it.

Suffice it to say, I've got a lot of shit going on right now that I haven't talked about, because I was trying not to write depressing blogs. I, too, come here to escape from the crap that is my real life - and I lean too much on my friends.  When those I've trusted most decide to throw that away, it makes my real life problems come to the surface again.  But, I digress.  

I can't take back what was said, but I can promise to try not to do it again.  I'm about as far from perfect as it gets, though, so no guarantees.  My friends know all of this about me and will support me, and I will try my best not to disappoint them.

Thanks to Lilboops for making several good points in that other blog.  I appreciate constructive criticism and honesty - if I don't know about a flaw, I can't fix it.