Okay lately i have been dealing with things due to my own stupidity. I am working on fixing it or least trying to anyways. The one person i would think that is on my side i guess is not. Lately i have been getting nothing but fucking attitude from him and i cant figure out why. It really hurts me but i guess there is nothing i say or do will change that. I love this person more then the world. this person is my world my everything and i feel like i pushed him to far and now there is nothing i can do.