gosh life's frustrating — Wednesday, 13 September 2006
My rear passenger side blinker and brake lights don't work. I replaced them, and they still don't work. I thought there might be a fuse that goes to them. I replaced the blinker fuse. Well all the other blinkers worked before, so it's not that fuse, Duh. It might be the wiring harness?? It's looking like it's something to do with the wires. I don't know. I hope theirs some kind of easy fix to it that I am over looking. the temporary license runs out tomarrow. So I'm not sure if I can drive it tomarrow, or i can, but not the next day. I should have tried to get it taken care of earlier. ( the downsides to procastination ) I'm not sure what to do.
Next week seems to be test week too. how fun. So I need to study and read and stuff for school. I also need to write a paper for political science. It only has to be 5 pages. It shouldn't be that hard, it's due in december. We just got the topics today, so I am just going to get it done asap anyway so I don't have to worry about it.
I sent half of my ex-girfriend's stuff to kentucky today. ( cuz I guess she is going there ) I wasn't really thinking. I got back and there were more boxes on my doorstep. Oh fuck was my thoughts. Why did she have to send so much stuff here all at once anyway? I guess she was planning on staying a while... It's kinda late to go back to the post office today, although I guess I should real quick and get it over with while I still have a truck to drive. Who knows what my transportation method will be if I can't get it licensed? I could take the boxes on a bus I guess and go to the post office... She has plenty of motivation to get out of cali though now. She will have stuff and money waiting for her there. Maybe I should have sent the money where she is now? As I said earlier, I wasn't really thinking, I just wanted to get it all over with.
I'm still not sure what's going on with the girl in class. She seems to laugh at some of the stuff I say. My friend brought up the question of is she laughing at you? or with you? I don't know. Other people don't laugh, so it has something to do with her head towards me. I have this weird habbit of getting upset and mumbling shit to myself. It doesn't even always make any sense. Stereotypeing people upsets me. And that's kinda what we were talking about today. And deterrance and stuff. Basicly, I don't really learn much in class. It's more of a thinking class or soemthing. He just wants people to think. And one of the ways to get people to think, is to piss them off. Cuz then the wheels start turning. He says stuff just so people will think about it. He said in the beginning that the goal was to have people raise their hands whenever we dissagreed with him. I'm sick of being the only one that raises my hand. In all my classes really, not just that one. Everyone else just sits there quiet. But everybody gets to know me gradually. So people know, me, I'm that guy, the weird one who raises his hand, or just starts talking or muttering to myself.
