I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY FAR FROM HERE. I CANT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE. I JUST NOW FOUND OUT THAT MY FIANCE WAS PLANNING A VACATION TO GO TO LOUISIANA WITHOUT ME. HE WAS NOT EVEN GONNA TELL ME. HE SAID HE TOLD ME. BUT HE DIDNOT OR I WOULD OF NOT HAVE GOTTEN UPSET. PLUS HE HAS BEEN TALKING TO THIS GIRL HE WENT TO SCHOOL WITH. SO I BELIEVE HE WAS GONNA GO SEE HER WHILE HE WAS DOWN THERE. I CANT BELEIVE HE WAS NOT GONNA ASK ME TO GO. HE WAS GONNA BE GOING AROUND HIS B-DAY.HOW I FOUND OUT WAS HE CAME HOME FROM LUNCH AND CHECKED TO SEE HOW MUCH VACATION TIME HE HAD. HE WAS GONNA GO SEE HIS FAMILY. I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO GO. WE HAD PLANNED ON GOING TOGETHER BEFORE AND MAKING A TRIP TO SEE SOME FRIENDS. WHY WOULD A GUY DO THAT? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I JUST WANNA CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DISSAPEAR. TY FOR READING THIS. HUGS,CHARLENE