I am so sick of ppl that are supposed to love me crap on me. Everything is a double standard around here and I am sick of it! And the sad thing is that I have confronted him and he tries to tell me I am just being jealous!
No I am not! He acts all stupid in front of women right in front of me... especially pretty skinny ones.
EXAMPLE: We went to a New Kids on The Block concert on October 11th. The New Kids have a song out now called Single. Well he was yelling through the crowd of mostly women, "Ladies, I'm single" over and over again. So I just walked away from him. When I found him he was in a corner pouting...When I went over to him he got all peed off and told me that I needed to chill out and stop being so jealous. I told him that I wasn't jealous that if he wanted to be "single" then so be it because I was a big girl and could go and enjoy the concert all by myself. Well that scene drug on for about 3 days afterwards.
SO now we have planned to go out to a club to go dancing on Halloween nite and I am already stressing. I know what is going to happen because no matter where we go he makes me feel like a freaking fool by acting like a player. I am starting to feel sick to my stomach and all that jazz. I know I am going to end up getting yelled at or embarrassed by him. I know he is going to "non-chalantley" dance with another girl and then tell me that she was dancing with him...
He is getting on my last good nerve. And I have confronted him about how I feel but it really seems as if he brushes my feelings under the rug...
But he is supposed to love me or so he says....
UGH MEN!!!!!
