hello all im just lettin those who care..that im back.. again...as alot of yall know we still tryin to get the house together...so the pc had to be unplugged to so we can finish paintin and such... so if i do disspear for those who notice thats why..i try to get the word out but its not easy..b/c i dont have have some ppl other msgers so i have to rely on other for me..and i thank those who tried...before i left..i did a thank your bully to thank those who been showin me love..and help make my hh a big sucess..but as im come back i dont see many look on my bully...now i dont know how to do the fance bully or blogs...but i do take my time and write from my heart...but not many freinds or family come look..but i see others blogs and ppl view and commment not on mien on other ppl...when i came back i was happy to.be back...i know fubar change and i see some of the ppl change too....i mean i barley had anyobdy on my page...not even the usual comements i get...ppl not worry bout thier friends just ppl who can offer them bling and packs and vips...i was goin to go for the spotlight..but why shoud i? i wont get the kind of support now i see its goin for over 20 mil?...i mean lets be honest...things arent the same....we forget why we on here...yea i like to move up..but i wont step on ppl to get there..or ingore ppl..either...yea i lost my way when i got back..got caught up being ranked..but im not worry anymore..bout that..if i am fine if not thats cool..not worry bout bein n a top fam or top freinds or where my spots is....im not here for that..im here to have fun..and help ppl...yea i know msot wont read this or even care what i said....all i heard while i was gone we miss u come back soon we goin to spank u hard etc etc...and which i got love...but i see some of my friends that cameback dont got no love...ppl can do what they want or show love who they want too..but dont tell me u miss me or im goin to sho luv...and dont do it...i still got to catch up on that...so im not sayin i dont have to step up...but come on now...i show some of yall love...and i dont get evena few rates back..but i see all the bling ppl get...so..for now..im show love to who those show me..back...im goin back to old school..my real friends ppl that actually speak to me...and not ingore me....im never to busy for anyone...and ppl not that...im everywhere...on everbody page...contest and giveaways...for now on i wont beg or ask for anything..im goin to work...im just lil frustrated with this...i been patient alot of my freinds been patient...some waited forever to level..but i seen other level with way more points and sometimes twice n a month....there no balance on here....im not singling out anybody or anyone....its fu n general....so i will deal with long as can..but dont expect me to be the same person..i will make changes all around....even thinkin of goin solo....go back to being me....bc i know i work hard to get where i am...im at the crossroads with fu....might even just leave...bc of all the drama...beggin and politcs and ppl not gettin recoginzed for what they do..not just the top ppl but the the one under too..it wasnt for us...alot fo ppl wont be up there..somebody got to rate and view....im no way better..im lost my way but im goin to work on that..its time we get back to helpin each other..not just our popluar freinds..all who worked hard deserve love..its up t each person for that...im not worry bout me... its bout the good ppl on fu...yes alot of us spend money on here.....and its our right to show love to who we want...just dont forget before the bling and such..u still have to rate...and i wont forget that....so for those who read this thank you very much...i had to get it of my chest...i still love my freinds and fam.... that wont change and i hope yall do too...and if ppl drop me and get made..then thats ok....im generalizing..so that means..the truth hurts....b/c i dont have to lie or anything...this comes from the heart..and those who know me knows im good ppl....and thats all i have to say.....im goin back to stalkin...peace
