arising factors of fear
smells of death
i see the battles of the past
fighting to take control of my sanity
im losing hope with the present tyme
holding me changing me
sucking the light out of my eyes
hiding in an empty room in my mind
the screams sounding
as a banshees screams
my heads pounding
terror giving in to adrenaline
huddled in a dark corner
my body a shaking mass
muscles clenched
veins bulging
the battle rages on in my head
fighting for dominance
fear and hatred provoking
love into a struggle
flashes of red
the breaking point
frustrated screams
anger lashing out
my knuckles broken and bleeding
someone help me
someone save my sanity
someone turn on the light