WHY IS IT WE TRY TO GO FOWARD AND EVERYTHING YOU TRY JUST TAKES YA RIGHT BACK TO THE BEGINING AGAIN
AS A LOT OF POEPLE IN MY LIFE KNOWS I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL IN DEC OF LAST YEAR DIEN CUZ MY PANKREASE SHUT DOWN MAKN ME AN INSTANT DIABETIC HAD TO SHOOT MYSELF FOR 2 MONTHS STRAIGHT WITH 100CC OF INSULIN 3 TIMES A DAY OR MORE ONE DAY I HIT A NERVE IN MY STUMACH AND SAID ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT AND HAVNT TAKN IT SINCE AND MY SUGAR IS NORMAL AGAIN WELL I WENT BACK TO WORK FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS THINKN I WAS FINALY GETN MY LIFE STRAIGHT AGAIN AND HAD TO GO IN FOR PHYSICAL WELL GUESE WHAT IM BACK NOT WORKN AGAIN AND IT WASNT CUZ OF INSULIN NOW ITS HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE WELL IVE TREID EVERYTHING TO LOWER IT AND ALL IT DOUSE IS RAISE SO GUESE IM FUCKED WHATS WORSE IS THAT SOCIAL SECURITY WITH ME LOOSN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IN A COUPLE MONTHS INCLUDING MY FIANCE CUZ SHE COULDNT HANDLE ME NOT BEEN ABLE TO WORK FUNNY HOW LOVE IS/ I COME TO IT THAT LOVE REVOLVES AROUND MONEY ANYMORE/ HA I SHOULD FIND A SUGAR MAMMA TO TAKE CARE OF ME COURSE I KNOW THE THINGS I DO IN BED ID PAY FOR IT IT THAT WAY BUT WHAT THE HELL I THINK IT WOULD BE FUN HAHA LIKE THAT WOULD HAPPEN HUH OWELL IM DONE RANTING FOR NOW HAVE FUN BEAR HUGS TO ALL THAT SIT AND READ THIS BORING CRAP ~~~~~~~~~~LATE ~~~~BEAR
