Trying so hard to plz everyone I know. The harder I try the worse it gets. Where do I go from here. I feel I have betrayed some one and they know who they are. I can only say Im sorry. If I could make it up to them I would. I dont know how I would , but I would. Some things in life are so damn crazy....why does everything have to be so confusing? I don't know why, maybe some one could tell me......well just a thought of the moment...¢¾