I wish I hadsomeone who will be as good to me as I can be to them. I thought I had met that person here a while back...but they choose to take their bar hopping, lieing, mistreating ex-gf back for the upteenth time over a good woman who would care and love them more than they could ever possibly imagine and never hurt them.I understand that he still loves her, but she will never change and will only hurt him again and again. And it really hurts considering he swore he'd never take her back and only had nothing but bad things to say about her. Why is it all the good ones go for the girls that mistreat them...the bad guys go for the good girls. I dont get it. Maybe I can continue my search for the right guy for me...maybe he'll wise up before its too late and get rid of the ex and come back to me...I wish though I hadnt alowed myself to open up to him completely. I fell for him without meaning to and it really hurts.........I guess thats the bitch about life huh
