how come there isnt a manual for living life can someone tell me how to understand the feelings i have i mean i have spent most of my life understanding how i feel yet i cant seem to figure out why others feel something and hide it away isnt life supposed to be about working for what you want i mean i get you cant always get what you want but what if you know what you want and the thing you want knows the samething why does there have to be something holding each person back fear to me is a waste of time its not rational thought its your mind trying to protect you from harm but what if there is no way to protect you from harm what if your gonna have that harm no matter what i guess this is me saying i know better but i dont heck i might be all wrong maybe you can change the things that are gonna happen to you or maybe you cant maybe you are gonna meet people that hurt you but that opens the door to meet someone new and maybe thats what life is meeting new people seeing different things i guess its really your choice but no reason to deny what you feel but then again i am perfect i really have no idea what love is
