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What are you waiting for?

I had been noticing a lot of changes in you. I don't feel like I'm special to you anymore. I was a challenge that turned out to be not such a big challenge. I ended up turning the tables on you and fell head over heels in love with you. I blindsided you when you asked me to marry you and I said yes. A question you were SURE I would have said no to. Then I persisted. I was relentless in MY persuit of you now. Yet, you still always had control. You juggled and managed your cyber-affairs with great skill. When it was you doing the chasing, you were very romantic. Your words to me were very sweet. You contantly told me you loved me. But all that romance stopped when you had me. The chase was over. When I tell you I love you, you say, "I know." When I tell you I adore you, you say, "no ya don't." Ever so often will I get a, "love ya." Or a song dedication. It feels to me that the passion is gone for you. You say that you want to come here. But we both know, that isn't going to happen. You say 6 months. But that's not 6 months from right now. It's 6 months from when you get a job. And god only knows when that will happen. I love you David, and I believe with all my heart we should be together. But YOU don't believe it. You also don't want to let go of everyone you love. And that includes Sonya, Extacy, Tiger, Cajun and the list goes on and on. You talk to them like you used to talk to me. You talk to me like a good friend. Or a fuck. When something is bothering me, you "don't have time for that shit." So it sits inside me, to fester. I have to work it out myself. That's not fair. You have brought out jealousy in me. That isn't a good thing. It really does hurt when I see your loving, sweet comments on other girls pages, but your comments on my page and pics, have become dry and generic. I love you so much. I honestly, truly do. But I can't keep going with this the way it's going. I can't keep counting on a ghost. I can't keep loving someone that doesn't love me back. It feels like I'm just chasing a dream that will never be. I will miss you. More than you know. Or wish to know. I hope you find whatever you are looking for. I thought it was me, but apparently not. I will be ok, as soon as the tears stop.
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