Trying to figure me out.....
People often think they know me really well,when in fact they don't. I am quiet passive in most things. I take more things in stride than it seems. I am more aggressive when it comes to my children,family,friends and other things that only a few lucky people know. I over think things that I shouldn't,but I also go with my gut feeling.You see in the end it is usually right on the mark. I am not good with words,I never have been. Some friends say that I say the most important things just when I need too. I guess I keep my mouth shut when needed and open it when I have something important to say. You never truely know someone to their core.I don't think it is possible. I don't care how blunt and open you are,you always have some secrets hiding in your brain that you never want people to know. I honestly don't think I am that hard to understand. I want to be loved just like anyone else.have someone in my life that knows what I am thinking just by looking in my eyes(you get what I mean). I am not perfect by any means and no one else is either. I don't believe you can be happy with someone just like you.they have to be compliment you in some ways. I can't be anything other than I am and sometimes I don't even know who that is. I am still trying to figure out me.
