I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect,
In your distorted sight.
I'm not sorry for begging you to stop,
Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's.
I fought to keep my dignity,
Pleaded within myself.
I don't understand why you did the things you did,
Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell.
I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away.
And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok.
But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain.
I'm trying to be strong,
But its so hard to do.
I've gotta figure out how to go on,
And try an deal with this too.
I'm pleading for your help Lord,
I need you now more than ever,
Please tell it its gonna be ok,
And let me know its gonna get better.
