Pocket The Inked Ice Maiden's blog: "Damn Cancer"

Okay I know this is going to be hard for some to understand, but as of recent I have found out that the cancer has came back yet again. Well this time I refuse to fight it anymore. I have decided that if this damn shit is going to take me down,. let it take me down with dignity and grace.. I want to be forever remembered as someone who not only vibrant, but full of life and was living life to the fullest and doing the things that she loves, ie: driving that 18 wheeler, delivering that gas to the stores, and modeling and spending time with her family and friends.. If I want to go for a walk in the park, or along the beach, I want to be able to do it and not worry about hurting, or if I have taken the meds, or if I have the strength to get out of bed. That is how I want to be rememberede not as someone who was laid in a bed sick and fighting for that last breath.. So as I enjoy life and even simple things as a walk, you can bet on it that there will be pictures taken. Some of the pictures I may look bad in but rest assured that I am happy and that is the most important thing. I do not worry bout my eternity as I know where my home is and when I leave here I will take all memories with me and I will still walk the parks on the golden streets with GOD by myside...!!!