Current mood: determined
This is just a thought on "True Love" We all wander around life looking for it or wondering if the one we are with is really the right one but I am begining to think there is no such thing as a real true love?? I mean we have all loved and hopefully felt love but who is to say that it was real Do any of you know what REAL love even is? My mom used to say when I was growing up I would just know it when I felt it,Well I thought I felt it but then again for it to be real then I think you both have to feel it or it is not worth feeling!! I am not being negative or saying that NOBODY has ever felt it I am simply saying I don't agree that there is someone for everyone.I feel the only true love a person can know is the love between a parent and a child. My children and parents will probably be the only ones that I will love and will love me unconditionally!!I have a great deal of love for my friends and other family members but feel that none of them would be devastated if I were gone..Yes some would miss me and some may even cry but they would get over it a lot sooner than the others..I have realized in the past few weeks that when you feel you truly love that one person and they say they love you in return make sure it is the same love you feel that never ending every heart beat kind of love and never think for a moment that they may be saying something different than they are feeling because if you set yourself up for heartache then that is exactly what you are going to get.HURT!!I know realize that there is many forms of love and that some people are just not capable of really loving in return allthough they recieve love perfectly.. I have been in love with a person for quite awhile but apparently I should have listened when I was told not to fall for him and to turn around and run when I started getting feelings but like a dumb ass I stayed and now again I feel like I was not good enough or not pretty enough you know all the usual feelings after losing to love ..Or whatever you want to call it.Since I now know of my mistake of giving to much I will do my best to only give love to those that are worthy of it !
To those of you who know who this is directed to you know how I feel by knowing me, to those who do not then please just take my advice and only love those who are in deservence of your best gift you could ever offer and don't trust any other whom does not deserve it..
