iM sO Xcluesive's blog: "Tru Mo Fo's"

I need me a man, thats tru at the heart, sumone whos down, that knows when to start. A boy that is kind, but don't take no shit, That knows the deal and knows how to flip. My boy will be fly in all the right ways, neva to grown to play silly games. My man won't do dirt, he'll play by the rules, hold me down and give me the jewls. My baby will do what I need him to do, haven my back ova u. This Nig*a will ride no matta the cost, even if his sh*t'll get lost. My boo will take care of me as I to him. We'll handle the business, jus like wez frendz. A man is a man, a boy is a boy, but for now they all jus toys. Find you that man that is real to the game, don't eva let that man put you to shame. Take care of yo self and do wa you do, that tru man is bound to come thru.

This was writtn by a "smart" man.. Now don't we wish all men could realize the damage they have done and the tears they have put in our eyes.. I wish one day they ALL could see, all of the deeds they have left apon me, Maybe someday All men will realize, there is no longer a need to lie n hide. Until then, we can all just wait and be thankful that this ONE MAN, figured it out before it was too late! ENJOY his words!! I apologize to all women for all the seen and unseen lies, For the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize to all women for not being true from the start, for running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart. For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I couldn't keep, for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit. Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, making costly decisions without thinking of you. I apologize for not holding you through restless nights and stormy days, for my immature thoughts and my foolish ways. Instead of carrying your love with me, I just threw it on the shelf, after we made love I turned away, only thinking of myself. You cried your heart for me, while I was out running wild and loose, I destroyed the essence of your love with physical, mental, and emotional abuse. I gave you hell my women by giving up when times got rough, I didn't slap you, I pushed you, I neglected you - even that's bad enough! Now I see why you build a wall around you, because it is me you despise, but that's the price that I have to pay for all the times I wore a disguise. I pray to GOD that one day you will realize, That I LOVE YOU WOMAN, AND I APOLOGIZE.