Well my life really fuckin sucks right now!! I'm barely makin my bills and I'm not gonna have a christmas cause I'm broker than a joke!
On the first I went to my mom's cause it was my dad's bday and my sister Tabatha was there. She told me she was pregnant. YAY right? Well today I go and get my niece Maria cause I haven't had time to see her in awhile. Well while I'm there gettin her my mom calls me and tells me that my sister miscarried at work today!..... It really sucks! Us Harp girls have what is called POS we aren't supposed to be able to get pregnant without fertility drugs to help us! Now she miscarries it tore her apart!!
If it wasn't for my best friend and roommate I wouldn't have a home right now either! I can't get in a holiday spirit when I know I'm not gonna have one and every keeps talkin about christmas and stuff it gets to me!
I'm just sooooooo stressed cause all this hit me at once this week and it really sucks!! I find myself cryin at random and it gets harder and harder to stop cryin lately!
