So, I have been doing alot of thinking... & I think I'm transgendered. It's a really long and complicated thing, perhaps tomorow I'll do like a real blog, but it's late & I'm tired so here's the fast-5 version.
It's basically that I think like a man, look more like a dude than a female, even when I'm TRYING to look like a god-damned woman... I Adore women, find myself wanting to be with them, but wanting to do all the guy things, like be the protector, the shelter... I want to be the one you run to when you are hurting or scared... I want to be the solace from someone's storms.... I want to get lost in bed and forget there's a world outside...
So yah. I think I'm a man trapped in a woman-ish body.
