I feel lonely tonight for some reason. I hate that feeling. I dunno whats up. I don't really feel good either. I was laying down but all I do is toss and turn. I have such a massive headache all of a sudden. Stephen skipped out on seeing Nicholas for the thrid week in a row. Yeah I know big surprise huh? Atleast I know I'll be the best damn parent that boy will ever have. My title best fits my mood for right now. I wish I didn't have fuckin' school. Id so be outta this shit hole then. Life goes on and so will I....I WANT SOME GUMMY BEARS!!!! LoL At least one person I was talkin to tonight made me happy lol I wonder if he knows who he is....(not that the rest of you dont but you understand)