Well, I just found out today that my younger two childrens father was hit by a truck.... This happened last Friday, and it almost killed him.... They first didnt think he was going to make it, well he pulled through and they thought he was going to be paralized for the rest of his life..... Well he called me today and I just found out about the whole thing..... He isn't paralized but he can not walk right now, he has to go through extensive physical therapy before he can walk again.... Reguardless of all the bad things he done to me, I felt really bad for him.... I may not be in love with him but I do still care about him..... I was disappointed that no one in his family called me to let me know anything, exspecially seeing how I have two children by him.... I really felt that this was something I should have known....
My life is changing in so many ways, some for the good of it, but some not so good..... April 9th my aunt is coming here from Virginia and I am going back with her, Ive had so much shit happening lately that I just need to get away.... I am going there for two weeks and while Im there I will be deciding weather or not I will be moving there permanetly.... Im not quite sure weather or not this is a good or bad thing.... Getting away for two weeks is definately going to be a good thing.... Its the moving Im a bit nervouse about.... I've visited places outside my home town but never really lived anywhere else.... My oldest daughters dad is supportive of me moving, but my youngest two's father ask me not to go.... Now I dont know if this is because he's still in love with me or because of the current situation....
