When I look in the mirror I see a disaster
I will stab you in the back alot faster
I am a jerk
I am a drunk
I am me and I will fall victim to my own travesty
I am sorry I let you down
I am sorry i made you frown
I was good in my heart
Till you fucked the man who tore us apart
I find myself thinking
Die that is my wishful thinking
I stand here with eyes of pain
I stand here and I cannot be saved
Have a good life with the man whom i was replaced
I loved after you and she was taken away
My pain is my own
My friends are those who dont even know me
I am a man that sits in a room
Wondering what god is to do
Have I lost hope
Have I lost the very part of me that had great hope
My life is torn apart
I am falling apart
