6232133's blog: "Poems"

I felt like my soul was being torn in two

Into one that loved myself and one that loved you

It's awful to admit but it's true

I've been fighting for too long

That saving myself or saving you would be wrong

Both sides are too far gone

For the selfishness inside has grown beyond repair

And it consumed the love that was once there

I only wish what happened between us hadn't gotten so bad

That this wasn't all that shows from what we had

But I suppose between love and hater the line is thin

As is actual care and concern verses lust and sin

I could stitch myself together again but we know that isn't the cure

Of that were bother sure

It wouldn't change the problems that lay under the surface

Our need for one another is a curse

You'll always be in the middle of each soul holding them apart

For you'll never let anyone else have my heart

And I will always cling to you for without you I could never be whole

This battle will forever be unending and the only thing we'll ever know.....