For those of you who actually read these things, i just want you to know, that i have lied in the past, but that is behind me, because it hurt me more than it helped. i also have a bad tendency to say what is on my mind, regardless of where it may be at the time. i am looking for long lasting friendships, but really at the moment nothing more. i will listen to you if you need to talk. I just got out of a five year relationship with someone i loved whom i thought loved me. it hurt like hell, it still hurts but i have learned not to linger on the past cuz it will bite you in the ass. i know that i am faithful and if i say something i will do it. here i am going on like a lunatic. well i will end this by saying that if you need a friend or someone to talk to just drop some mail in my box and i will get to it asap. i hope that you all have a great weekend and have lots of fun. lotsa cherry love
