1 - About feeling alone: get out there and give something to somebody else! Call a friend and rather than talk about yourself, ask them about their day, their life, their worries. Listen, listen and listen some more and soon, you'll feel like you Made A Difference in someone's life today. Listen first to other people's problems and get off your own. You will feel so much better so fast, and talk about self esteem, value and self worth ...it's exactly how you learn to feel better about yourself. If you feel depressed, it's only because you don't feel like you matter.
Don't have any friends? Get out and get involved: churches or community services that help those more needy than you! Make A Difference in someone else's life, and suddenly your life starts to make sense when you feel your purpose coming through you.
2- Stop putting your life on hold while you wait for other's to mentor you. Get busy and start studying books that lift you up and show you the way. If money is an issue, then go to the Library. Do your part and people will show up for you - and give you emotional support and encouragement - because you are giving to other people. The Universe WILL take care of the details of what you need, but it is still up to you to go forward and get deliberate about the life you want to create for yourself and your beautiful daughter.
3- Accept that the only one who can abandon you, is you! The only one that can choose disappointment, is you. My suggestion for you is to begin immediately applying Compassion into every single area and event of your life experiences. Be compassionate with yourself, which is entirely different than giving even a second of a thought to deciding to be sad or disappointed.
