DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

ok none of this is real...i was a fool to deny it.

theres real people on here sure, im one them.

but mostly its puffing out the chest (of both genders)

to show their wonderfulness via html and icons.

i would have to say i have met some good people on here.

but im a moron if i think that this is anything more than a lagging soft porn/bullshit rhetoric site.

the games are great.

some of the djs are awesome.

and thats it.

haha.

so fcuk the emo zombies showing off their new hair and myspace angled boob shots.

the "pure race" recruiters who cant leave the house to do it because of house arrest.

screw the creeps who pay real money just to see a strangers naked pics.

piss off to the mumm creators who spout off their agenda driven explainations

kiss my broke ass to all the attention wh0res who NEED my ratings.

fcuk off to all the internet tough guys who are ready to come "git" me because of my beliefs.

mostly rednecks stuck in barns with free wi-fi.

its like high school with adults haha.

i know i can stay off this thing and let it be but no...i want to play word ace and talk to the few people who talk to me.

and to those who want to knock me out or tell me im shit because i dont fcuk my cousin like they do.

well...they fcuk their cousin so im not too worried.

but if they do indeed want to spend money to come find me...i say the more the merrier!

although i know im just too close to the matrix and i need to remember there IS a spoon.

i guess im not as cocky as some people who think they can wreck someone via fubar.

im stuck at home though...cant find a job..although working to get disability for a REAL condition.

not because the country "owes" me.

or because someone stole it from me.

i will have to say i have met some actual human beings on here though.

top notch men and women who i believe i would have a great time with them in person.

as it stands though...that wont happen anytime soon.

i mean shit..i met my ex on here...and well...shes my ex! haha

im the infection in real life and online.

i pull no punches and i say what i feel.

writing about all of it though does make me realize ive been sucked into this mess of scrolling and "pics" and whatever else makes this place.

so i'll stay around just to stay around for the music, the games and few people i call real friends.

and zang!