I called you tonight needed to hear ur voice,
Just wanted you to know what ima bout to do is my choice.
I cant go on loving someone I can no longer have,
I cant continue to live my life heartbroken and sad.
I've tried to move on but every thought I have is consumed by you,
Just hold this is something I need you to do.
Listen to me hear my plea,
Its the least you could do to help set me free.
I cant be haunted by a love that once was,
Cant you love me jus cuz.
I mean seriously all that I gave,
Your going to let me take this to my grave.
Tell me you love me one last time,
Whisper in my ear everything will be fine.
I never did anything to make u leave,
And what you did to me I can not believe.
The tears are falling so fast and hard,
These feelings Im trying to discard.
I got the blade to my wrist,
I cant believe those words just left your lips.
You dont love me and I need to move on,
That in this world our hearts dont belong.
I pull the blade down my skin,
I say out loud Please father forgive me for I have sinned.
You can here in my voice something is not right,
You tell me your sorry and its goodbye.
I start to bleed everywhere but not enough,
I pull out my box full of stuff.
I ask you before you hang up to listen to one more thing,
I slip on my finger the last gift you gave me, a ring.
I take out the box a borrowed gun,
Noone ever said love was fun.
I tell you I love you no matter what,
I close my eyes hold them shut.
Pull the trigger......