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would have been, my 19th wedding anniversary.
Im having trouble accessing how I feel about that.
The former echos of failure that I was expecting would resurface, seem, distant.
I almost feel guilty for my lack of melancholy, like I shoud at least pay homage.
But yet Im strangely content, just seems surreal.
