Today is a boring day, nothing to do but listen to the kids scream and fight.
Work as it's up's and down's, but never balances out to my advantage, no matter what I'm the only satified in the end and for some reason that just does'nt seem right to me.
There are thing's in life that make me happy, like my kids, no matter how upset they make me, they are the one's that I live my life for, they always bring a smile to my face in the end.
Life as I get older seems to get boring I think, there's no reason for bars because all I ever got there was a one night stand or a headache ,or just nothing at all.
Going to the rodeo gets old too, as well as the races, horseback riding is great and fun, but not alone.
I guess being single has it's perk's but not that many to mention really.
I mean what do you really have, space great..
freedom, well sure.
But do you like it, is it fun coming home to be alone everynight, no'one to say hello, to kiss you, how was your day, no not really.
Just the t.v. ice cream and for most of us our fubar, lol and are best friends, wether it's ur dog,cat, or whatever you hold dear to your heart.
But it's still not that one you could hold close to you at night, make love too, or just to have someone there is it?
Ok well that was my thought's for the day guess I will get some work done now lol!
