hectcheryl's blog: "TODAY I STILL CRY"

I M Sorry For Thinking Of You So Very Much
I M Sorry I Always Miss Your Touch
I M Sorry Of Being So Mad About You
I M Sorry For My Every Blue
I M SorrNow That Cant Be Cured
...I M Sorry Of y Of Being So Immature
I M Sorry Being Myself
I M Sorry That Ive Failed

I M Sorry And Sorry Again
I M Sorry Of Being Insane
But Believe Me That I Love You!  Should I Say Sorry For That Too ???

There's pain in my heart ♥
♥ that won’t let me live...
There's pain in my life ♥
♥ only you can relief...
I'm so glad it was you ♥
♥ that stayed by my side...
You know and I know that ♥
♥ our love will never die...
Our love will always come through ♥ It's like a dream come true... ♥ ♥ I believed in that dream and I believed in you. Until you used me and walked out of my life turning the dream into a nightmare. Knowing now that your love was never there

"Am I mad at you?.. That's your main concern after shattering my whole world into pieces? Mad For what? ..for breaking my heart? All the turmoils b/w me and you? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betray the decency to tell me to my face?? how about the fact that you didn't even care the way you think its crazy that I'm crying over it, cause you think breaking up is no big deal? Am I mad? No. more like crushed. Did I ever even really know you?" "I hope that you're ok even though I'm dying." (-_-)

Because of you today I still cry. Weeks have passed by another has entered my life but today i still cry. Theres a memory in my heart of a love I thought once real. One i finally felt i didnt have to steal. One that made me believe in A BETTER PLACE A BETTER WORLD A HAPPIER LIFE I TOOK ALL THIS IN STRIFE. I honestly never thought you would lie love to use me for money. My only disbelief in you was other women. I always felt there would come a day when like Jane I would lose you to someone else. Well i now know that you used me for the money you never love me and a year of my life i waisted loving you real watching my life pass me by . today i still cry, I had the only chance in my life to be with the man i have  loved for almost three years and will love for the rest of my life. For you some one who lied and today i still cry . I loved you so much i gave up the  first man i ever fell in real love with because i believed in you and i believed in your love for me. You blinded me with such a fake love that the truth i couldnt see. Now i dont have you nor the man i will love for the rest of my life and today i still cry since you walked away and never said goodbye today i still cry.