Okay...I had a nice long visit with one of my good friends...(anonymous) and after i slept...I woke up (haha astounding I know) but I mumm'd now I do that occasionally, but this morning it was personal.
Aside from the silly comments about smoking weed...it was a very decent response. seems I let my independant side think for me. Thing is I need my friends. All of them and i push so very hard to shut everyone out in order to preserve my appearance of confidence..which some can tell you isn't much to speak of sometimes.
I am strong and resiliant but I am as fragile as a very thin glass...one that would be handwashed only and handled with extreme care. Me and my analogies..sigh
so i decided..to open the access portal a bit...only gifts made for me or made for others will be open photo albums as well as my default. I have a issue with the photos..as if people could see me thru them and somehow effect me. Sometimes i wonder if I am a bit too sensitive and sometimes I think it is ok that I am...it is part of me.
The shoutbox...still closed...this isnt easy for me..as i love the quick messages without traveling to pages...but..for now..still closed..the option isnt available to select who can shout me(to my liking)
Do take time if you have it to check out my page..and leave me a snapvine comment..its stashed...or kiss my picture i have posted on my page..there is even a cute christmas tree with gifts you could leave me a present...I would do the same for any of you on my list...even those that aren't.
Holidays are hard for a lot of people...why not try to make everyone a bit happier during those times...human nature once held compassion..i like to think my friends are compassionate as well.
ok enough rambling for me..my fingers are cramping. LOL
