A day in my life.
I wake up to an alarm, telling me to live.
Time to get up, time to forgive
I look at my clock, its barely morn
I roll over and I am blinded, by the dawn
I can barely move, my head is heavy
So I lay and wait, until the urge of coffee
I rise slowly, but surely
To have someone yet again yell at me
I slowly stumble, across the room
The blinding light, hurts but feels good
It makes me smile, this feeling
Feeling like life returns.
I come to my PC, look at my screen
Yet again, someones yelled at me.
The voices, will not silence me
Never quiet, never letting me be.
I try to smile, say the right things
All I do is the opposite, causing more stings
The voices get louder, every thought
I turn on my music, like I was taught.
The voices get in time, to the beat
Starting my blood rage I jump to my feet.
I scream in anger and pain,
Why must today be the same?
I look down at my hand, broken and bruised
Something tells me, I'm addicted to this abuse
No not today I mutter, I try to tell my voices
But I only stutter
I sit in a daze, until I am stirred.
This time by a friendly voice, from a fake world
I think of her smile
Will my pain be worthwhile?
More to come
