Wonder Woman FE2 Chef Kev's blog: "The Cherry Master"

Everyone has been wondering what is going on with me and why I have not been online much during the week. Here's why... On monday morning I got to work and got notified that my friend and coworker had committed Suicide on Sunday evening. Which not only was extremely devisitating but also a true shock! He never showed any signs of depression. Always the jokester, and very mellow and laid back. Never seemed to have a care in the world. Very caring about everyone, going out of his way to make sure that you were alright. A true friend. He was always the type of person that you wished everyone to be. On Sunday evening he got into a fight with his wife. Left and went to the bar. Came home extremely drunk, proceeding to continue the fight. Both he and his wife ended up throwing punches and their three kids broke it up. Charlie sat his wife down on the couch, sent the kids off to their rooms and once the kids were on their way out of the room he grabbed his deer rifle and blew his head off. Not only did his wife have to witness this but one of their kids had turned around coming back towards the living room and saw it too. This is probably the most shocking and tragic deaths of a loved one that I have encountered. No death is easy. But I have lost comrads in Iraq, family members to brain tumors, cancer and all. This tops it. So this week has been extremely difficult and I will be up and running somewhat normal soon. To those that I have already talked with one on one about. Thank you very much for your support! It has helped this go a little smoother. Just remember that no matter how bad you think that life has gotten, it is not worth losing yours. It is a permanent solution to a very temperary problem. xx Ariel