SexiChica88's blog: "on my mind"

This is a poem I wrote for my mother a couple years back

never



i have never felt so lonely in all of my life
the person that should love me the most just wants to make me cry.

i only want to make you love me
i only want to make you see.
that no matter what you do to me,
i will always be your baby.

you gave me life,
thank you for that.


i don't know what to say to you,
i don't know what do do.
all i know is that no matter what,
i will always love you.

no matter how hard i try,
i can never hate you.
no matter what kind of life you lead,
i know you know the truth.

i have been trying all my life to please you and i know i never will
just please let me live my life the way i am living it .


i don't want to talk to you.
i don't want to tell you i care.
i am done with trying to build a relationship
when there is no relationship there.

just leave me alone.
just don't call my name.
i don't want your opinion.
i am done with your game.

never again will i let you hurt me.
never again will i let you make me cry.

i am done with all your crap.
i am done with all your lies.

so don't try to hurt me anymore.


leave me alone!