hey baby i know it has been awhile since i sent you an email or anything, cause well i see you every day now and i just tell you most things. well, i wanted to send you one and then i thought it would be better if i just wrote a blog so the whole world could read it. not like they will, but they could :D i love you so much baby. you are truly amazing. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me (twice :D). our relationship is not like anything i have ever known or even seen before. you are so supportive and understanding. things that i get upset with myself about or that people in my past would have been upset about mean absolutely nothing to you. somehow you only see the good things in me and none of the bad. it continues to surprise me every day. i keep expecting you to come home in a bad mood one day and get mad at me over something, anything, but you never, ever do. i wonder how long it will take me to get used to that, or if i ever will. i got so used to not being able to do anything right and now with you it is like i can't do anything wrong. not that i will ever try to do something wrong, because i love you far too much for that. that is why sometimes when i get upset with myself, i say it would be easier if you got upset with me too, but you don't. i have never, ever felt this true, unconditional love from anyone ever before. i am so blessed to have you in my life. my life has improved so dramatically in the last 11 months (today) since you reappeared in my life. i hope that i can be as great for you as you are for me every day for the rest of our lives. i love you.
