Who knows if anyone really reads everything on here, and to the ones that do I really do appreciate it. Does anyone out there ever feel like they're always playing second best to someone? No matter how hard you try, its like your never good enough for anyone. I feel that way right now, and the pain is too much to bare. Im in need of a lot of alcohol, good music, and a few friends to just drink my pain away. If I cant have that, then I pray to God that things start getting better and fast!! One Love!-David
