I found someone special! And I say that with confidence. And even though I have heard so many say that it's not "for real" or what not, I know what I feel, and what I've experienced over the past few months. A woman who has so many qualities I look for in a woman, plus so many other qualities I never thought I would find as amazing and endearing as I have found in her.
"But she's so.....different!". All the greater reason to say she's special. She's unlike anyone I have ever met or known in my lifetime. I know it all sounds cliche', but I'm being honest with myself. I am happy, not just right now, but I can see me being very happy down the road. Hard to explain, but no explanation needed.
And so many people say they're "looking" for all these intangible qualities in a significant other. Sense of humor, great attitude, as long as it's in a package with blonde hair and big tits. Good personality, and down to earth, as long as she has a firm ass. Sweet nature, beautiful smile, as long as she can suck you into a blissful coma.
And for those who swear that it won't last long at all, or that it's just some fling, I'm not worried about other's opinions on what I'm doing. I'm not worried about the distant future. I live by the phrase "Carpe Diem". Live for the day. But it's been a long time since I've actually looked forward to tomorrow. And she's done that for me in such a short time.
Maybe I'm setting myself up for failure, maybe it will run white-hot for a month and burn out before things get going, maybe she'll be so disappointed with me and just dismiss me through an email. But maybe, just maybe, we can just live our lives and make each other happy. Maybe we can enjoy each others company, and not try to put on a front or facade to impress each other. Just be ourselves and be overjoyed. Be each other's reason to smile.
I hope for the latter. And will do my part to make it happen. Yes, it's a gamble, but it's a risk I'm willing to take. She's worth it. :)
But hey, it's just my opinion.........my word ain't law....
