i don't know how to walk
in this land of no tomorrows
i reach out to find the light
but no one's there to catch me as i fall
and it's so hard to live this life
when all you want to do is die
sleep evades the dreamer
in a land of fear and lies
i try to sit with everything
but there's just too much inside
i cannot run from who i am
but i can't walk with it either
and it's so hard to live this lie
when all you want is to go home
i walk the shadows
and am lost within the chill
everything is grey
and the sun has lost its shine
let me go
to that land where i can find
peace and rest
and no more suffering
