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So... I don't fuckin understand why guys have to be the way they are! They seem to be all the fucking same! They treat you like you're everything and everything else and then the next they treat you like you don't even fucking exist! I am so sick and fucking tired of it! I'm half tempted to just say fuck it and move away! Get the fuck outta here! Why not?! I ain't got nothing stoping me! Maybe then I could find somebody that fucking appreciates me and wants me for me! Cause lord knows I can't find anybody like that around this fuckin place! So Ya know... If you can answer this simple question... ~~~ What The Fuck Is So Wrong With Me?! ~~~ Let me know!

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So... It's just another day... Go figure... Nothing has happened in my life... As usual... Still Single... Go figure... Doesn't surprise me! I've been single for how long now? Fuck... Good luck remembering! i just don't get why guys have to be the way they are! They're so fucking confusing! One min. they want to be with you... The next they just want to be friends! It pisses me off! If you'd just make up your damn mind! And then they think that a couple hour drive is going to tear you apart... Yea... Whatever! It's called weekends and a vehicle! It's not that hard! But whatever! I don't know... I just fucking give up anymore! Usually because it's nothing but bullshit! Because then there's you guys that seriously piss me off... The ones that are all for dating, least you act like it... Drag it along ya know... Yea... You know what I'm talking about! You know who you are! Then out of NO WHERE you're all *I just want to be friends, I thought you'd get all the hints* What fucking hints? There were none! Why the fuck didn't you tell me to my face straight forward?! Don't have the balls?! Obviously not! Oh... You didn't want to hurt me? What the fuck do you think you just did! Yea... You regret doin that huh?! lol... You're truck shows it don't it? Did ya learn anything? Told you to start off with before we got together not to fuck with me! ANYWAYS! I'm done bitchin... I just don't understand why I can't find a guy that actually wants me for me! Somebody that will actually treat me the way I want to be treated instead of like shit! And somebody who won't cheat on me or fuck around on me! Yea... Like there's any of them out there! Although I do know one that was everything towards me! You know who are you too! I loved you like there was no tomorrow... What fucked everything up between us... Idk... Prolly the friends that I thought were friends! I do still love you! I hope you know that! Whether you care or not... I don't know... Prolly not because I'm sure you have your other woman... Anyways... I'm gonna shut up now... Talk to ya'll later!

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Hey ya'll... It's me... I figured I'd post a blog since I don't have anybody to talk to... Haven't had the greatest night... Day started off ok... Just a normal day... Didn't get outta be till prolly 2. Took a shower, got ready and went into town for awhile... Visted an old friend talked for awhile then came home... Went back into town and got supper and finally came home for the night about 6. Of course I got on here and of course nobody was on so I messed around on here and facebook for awhile... Started listening to music and started thinkin... And then of course it started... It's always bad when I actually have time to sit down and think because then it usually hits and I can't stop it! The lonliness... And of course that's what happened tonight... So I've been mopeing around the house and finally when I came to bed it really hit me! I'm just so tired of being alone! I hate it! I have nobody to hold, nobody to hold me, nobody to call mine, nobody to spend time with! I'm tired of gettin judged by how I look! I know I'm not skinny but holy shit I ain't a fucking whale! I'm tired of all the guys wanting skinny ass prissy ass bitches that look like their fuckin anerexic or a fake fucking barbie doll! I'm tired of guys not seeing what's on the inside! And then I was talking to a friend and he said that he's tired of chicks always being picky... If I was fucking picky I wouldn't fucking be alive! What I want is fucking simple! 1. Somebody to want me for me! 2. Somebody to not want just a piece of ass but to want to cuddle up with a good movie or tv show! Or even just cuddle up and fall asleep with! Yea sex is awesome but it's not the first fucking thing on my mind! and finally 3. Somebody that won't fucking cheat! Jesus christ if you find somebody else then fucking tell me! Don't go behind my fucking back and fuck around on me! Plus... If you're with me you shouldn't want anybody else! I'm just sick and tired of it all! Tired of always getting judged! Ya know if you really got to know me! I'm the sweetest thing there is and you'd love me to death! But No... You gotta look at how I look first and then get to know me! I'm ready to settle down! I'm tired of gettin used! Everybody tells me I'm still young... Fuck that! I've done lived life! I want to find that special one and just start settling down!
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