12 bombs needed plz Dreamalicious's blog: "Emotions"

There has been a lot going on in my life that at times I feel so stressed over. I am so tired of the games and the childish bullshit that so many grown men like to play (women as well). I am not a child and am not into games. I am 42 years old and am hoping to find someone special to share my life with. I am not looking for one night stands... can do that out in a bar. I am not looking for marriage, never was, never will be at least at this point in my life it is what I am thinking. I am looking to date, by date I mean go out, maybe have a few drinks, dinner, movie, a walk in a park, basically spending time getting to know one another. I have said on my profile and am saying it again, just because I feel comfortable with my body and am confident does not make me sleazy. I am a proud woman who enjoys being proud of my body and taking care of it. I share it with others on here because I think the human body is beautiful and I have no hangups about nudity. Please stop thinking this means I want to know you are jerking off to my pics or that I want to cyber. This does not mean I don't enjoy either but at least ask if I am ok with it before you start doing it. I am a good person looking for good people to be in my life. The people I have in my family have never disrespected me, yes they flirt and I love flirting, but never have they disrespected me. I am always asked, how do I get to see your nsfw pics and I am going to answer that here... by being respectful to me or by my choice, because I do have a choice and should not be looked at as being mean or wrong in any way just because I don't add you. Perhaps I don't have enough room for anymore, or I just want to get to know you a little more. As for seeing others private pics, I never ask to because it is their choice to allow me and if they want me to they will do so at their leasure, not mine and I want that respect in return. I came to fubar for the more mature atmosphere and am already getting games played like I am dealing with children and I no longer want to have to do that. I babysit and get as much childish behavior I need when I do that. I do not mean to offend anyone, and am not pointing fingers at one particular person. I am just expressing myself as a mature woman looking for mature men to get to know and possibly date. Thanks to anyone who took the time to read this, Best of luck to everyone on fubar looking for more than just ratings and points. May we all find what we are looking for, in my case... just a little happiness and a good time!