timmobi's blog: "Timm's Poems"

My First Love You were the first love of my life The one I wanted for my wife You were such an inspiration Gave me love and dedication You cared for me when I was ill Gave me warmth when I had a chill Forgave me when I pitched a fit And not once did you ever quit When others would have given up You would gladly bring me a cup You were always understanding When I was my most demanding You made me laugh when I was sad You helped calm me when I was mad You washed my clothes and fixed me meals Helped me through so many ordeals To me that really means a lot More than any present you bought You would always answer my knock You were always my solid rock Yet you always had a soft touch You helped me grow and taught me much No one could ever outshine you I always knew your love was true Even when we were miles apart You were always here in my heart I never took you to the prom But I will love you always mom

Glorious Day Hello. Tell me how have you been my friend? It is so lovely to see you again It seems so long that you have been away Now you're back and it's a glorious day Up in the sky, the sun is shinning bright All of the birds are singing in delight The Branches on the trees are full of leaves And pretty butterflies dance in the breeze All of the flowers are full of new blooms They fill the air up with their sweet perfumes In every pasture the grass is green It's the most beautiful sight ever seen I am so glad you are once again here It brings me so much happiness and cheer Can you feel the excitement in my voice Together my dear friend let us rejoice Oh my! It is such a glorious day I am so happy you are back my way

The Girl of My Dreams Sometimes I sit here and I wonder If there is a chance I will find her The girl I sometimes see in my dreams The one for whom my lonely heart screams Is there even a hope and a prayer? That she is really out there somewhere How far and wide do I have to look? Is there some secret spell in a book? Some magic words that I need to speak To help me find the love that I seek I am tired of being alone Sitting here next to a silent phone I just want someone that I can hold Every night be it hot or cold Someone with whom I can share a laugh Someone to bring out my better half Someone I do not have to convince She can turn this frog into a prince Someone who is the answer it seems To each and every one of my dreams Can there be somewhere she exists Is she out there waiting for my kiss? Where is the one to love that I seek Is she on a distant mountain peak? Where is the girl of whom I dream? Is she near a river or a stream? Does she live in some desert ghost town? Is there anywhere she can be found? Oh how I hope the day will soon come When I will finally find the one And then we will stand at love's altar Hoping that our hearts do not falter As together we both say "I do" And then my dreams finally come true

I sit and wait all alone everyday For the butterfly to again come my way But I guess it was not ever meant to be She is still not anywhere that I can see I guess she flew away to grass much greener Still I guess I was blessed to have once seen her She was such a beauty beyond all belief Yet I should not suffer any pain or grief For butterflies are meant to always fly free And not stuck behind glass in someone’s study Still I wish that I too could go soaring high Floating in the wind’s breeze like a butterfly And not having a single care in the world Just hoping to be admired by some girl Instead I am stuck behind this pane of glass As each day after day slowly comes to pass My case is now sitting here collecting dust Its joints and hinges have all begun to rust Leaving me yearning for the days long gone by When I could go soaring like a butterfly

As I came upon a butterfly yesterday I was sure when she saw me, she would fly away She was the most beautiful thing I ever saw Yet as I was staring at her in complete awe She instead did something that really surprised me She just stared at me back and did not try to flee Why would anything that is so full of such beauty Ever be interested in simple old me This is what the butterfly told me in reply As she flapped her wings to take her into the sky It is far more important what we have inside And not the colors we may show on the outside Then with a butterfly kiss placed upon my lips Away from my view did my butterfly eclipse Leaving me to hope that soon one bright sunny day She will again be flying back upon my way

Everyday now I feel so empty deep inside It feels like my passion for everything has died My friends ask me how I am doing all the time I just lie to them and say I am doing fine I am no longer the person that I once was I have no answers other than just because It is just so hard for me to try to explain I see no sunshine in my forecast, just rain It hurts to be awake and it hurts to be asleep It is like someone has stabbed my soul so deep I feel like I am trapped behind my own prison's walls Not sure if I even want some to ever answer my calls I no longer know what it is like to be alive anymore I am in so much pain and everything about me feels sore I am not sure how much better off I would really be If my cage door was opened and I was allowed to fly free Maybe I would soar to close to the sun and get burned No lesson from my past mistakes having been learned

Lisa is going back to Florida with me. We are hoping to start a new life together and to live happily ever after. I have no plans of getting rid of any of my friends, but for now all my romantic and intimate needs and desires will have to do with only Lisa.

There is a story that goes with this one. We are both diabetic and have other health issues. When I went to meet her for the first time she was in the hospital. I was talking to her on the phone to get directions. When I got off at the exit for the hospital the song "Bad Medicine" came on the radio. We are both big Bon Jovi fans and she is in the hospital. I was like a sign. I have been seriously ill this week so I have had her ( and everyone else who knew)very worried. That Bon Jovi song is still stuck in me head, and I have told that being with her would make me feel better. After I wrote the other poem today, this one just popped right into my head. It has been over 20 years since I have finnished writing anything and now I have written five poems. Four of them have been to her and two I wrote in one hour today. To me that is what you call love. Good Medicine When woke up this morning I was not feeling so well There is something is very wrong, somehow I can just tell But I do not need no doctor, I do not need a nurse You are the only one who has the cure for where it hurts You are the only surgeon who can operate on my heart Put back togther all the pieces from when it broke apart I have an affliction, it goes from my head to my knees You have the only medicine I can take this disease I need you to come here, I need you to make a house call I need some of your lovin', nothing else will work at all I need your hugs and kisses, they are my only cure Then forever I will be recovered, of this I am sure

It is another sleepless night, so I just pass the time Staring at the ceiling with thoughts of you on my mind I know it has only been awhile since we last talked But I am afraid I will awake and find you have walked I guess that maybe you could be a little scared too There is so much pain that we have both been through I have been hurt and abused so many times in the past My heart has been shattered like it was made of glass I had told myself I would never feel this way again Now I am in love with an Angel from the City of Sin Just hearing your voice makes everyday seem so bright Now I have all these feelings that I just cannot fight The love I have for you, it feels so right and so true I can not wait for the day when I can be so close to you I want to hold you near, I want to hold you so tight I want to hold you in my arms all day and all night It is amazing the joy you bring into my life I swear one day soon I hope to make you my wife All these feelings I have for you, they run so deep They make me write things to you when I should be asleep You are my passion, you are my great inspiration These words flow so fast, I need someone to take dictation So many thoughts rush through my head whenever I am alone It is hard for me to express how I feel for you in just one poem I want to climb to the top of the world and give a shout I want to use every way that I can to get the word out I want to be with you from now until the end of time I love you so much Lisa, please say you will be mine

I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to a frog than Prince Charming I am more like Clark Kent than a super hero On a scale from one to ten I am a zero But no one can love you better than I can No where will you find any better a man I would drive across the desert just for you You are like everyone of my dreams come true I love the sound of your laughter and your voice They hypnotize me and leave me with no choice It seems like you are an angel Heaven sent I would gladly follow where ever you went You are a masterpiece, my Mona Lisa I feel taller than the Tower of Pisa You are my sunshine on any cloudy day You are my beacon when I have lost my way You are my anchor, keep me safe in a storm On the coldest day you make me feel so warm I love your pretty eyes,I love your cute smile I love your hair it does not matter what style I want to kiss you on your sweet luscious lips I want to dance with you, my hands on your hips You are the one that I want to kiss goodnight In my sleep I want to hold you close and tight And then in the morning after the sun's rise I will rollover and look into your eyes All of my life, every single night and day Just something about you makes me feel that way