I never realized how strong i could be, all though i feel like i am dieing and crying on the inside i still manage to get through a convo on the phone with my dad without shedding a tear until i hang up the phone. i spoke with my dad and told him a lil of what i was told about some treatments there are for the cancer, as much as my eyes were burning i still managed to refrain from crying or letting my tone of voice change. My dad says he will know more as of tomorrow, doc is going to go over every option with my dad and i also told my dad to bring up what info i have brought forward to him. I hate feelin like i am wilting away, but i am stayin strong for my dad.
If i do disapear and not on line for a few days maybe longer its cause i am by his side through it, and please while i am gone keep my daddy in your prayers and thoughts. I hope thas not to much to ask. Fubar love to all *wink*
