You hear it all the TIME. You never know when your TIME will be up. Alot of TIMES it seems to go in 1 ear and out the other for whatever reasons. Maybe because life is so busy crazy. Maybe because we havent had an accuatance on there death bed or terminally sick or been to an unexpected funeral in quite some TIME. When we have TIME to ponder this subject it may go thru our minds and ya start to think just for a moment yes my TIME could come at anyTIME. Maybe you drive alot everyday and see a terrible accident and start to thinkin, That could have been me it could have been my TIME. And the last TIME I said good by to a loved one all I said was goodby and did not tell them how much I loved them or cherished their friendship. And ya may wonder why dident I tell them? Why dident I express my feelings?
Well last wednesday my TIME could have very easily been up. Maybe it was supposto to be. Due to confidentuality reasons I cannot get into details. The event and circumstances are just stoopid and insane. The incident should have never happend. The emotions I am still experienceing thinkin about this dealing with it, and my family contacting me as they find out to tell me "Im glad and thanking god your still with us!" gets these emotions back to there heigth again.
Well here I am writing about this forcing the emotion back on myself again. Im literally shaking form it 4 days later.
I just want to express.... All the hell Ive been thru in life, all the death within our immediate family due to Muscular Dystrophey. I have had my moments of, live life to its fullest! Make every minit count! Cherish your family and loved ones!
But untill now being so close to, it could have been my TIME! Im lucky Im still here! It really sinks in when your that close, and has changed my thoughts and outlook on life and cherishish every moment.
PLEASE TAKE IT FROM MY EXPERIENCE, When you hear live life to its fullest! dont just hear that in your mind for a few moments, Remember it ALWAYS!
NEVER say goodbye but make sure when you part you tell whoever it might be YOU LOVE THEM ! You cherish your friendship! Whatever it might be thats on your mind tell them! Because you really never know when itmight be your TIME!
All my love to all, JG
