Nakie Peca Boo rl wife2lonecowboyfugaged...'s blog: "time will tell"

laying here thinking about are past, day dreaming about are fucher, a fucher with out u in it.

life has taken us to a place unknown to you or i. rivers run freely of are blood, moutins are bilt of are pain.

your kiss, your toch your mamory brings me back the pain of the past, the pain just wont fade with time, the dreams wont goaway, thay haunt me in the night like gost, gost that wont fade n to the shadows of life,

did you ever think it would ead like this, so fast so unknon? evry night i heald you as we promised to be here like this forever, never to leave onenuthers sides?we knew it was ment tobe, tobe locked as one for life.did you think this would end like this?

its time to stop the rivers, time to bring down the moutns an put a end to this, make the gost fade, the tears dry, the blood to stop. let this end,

i cant let you go but please free me

as i close my eyes i pitcher ur face, the sound of ur voice, an with that i drift, drift n to a would un known to me, i stand there listening to the waves crash against the clifs below, the smell of the sea so biter sweet, i stare out n to no were an thin to my self this must b heve, no this cant b heaven im not n ur arms...........loook'ing down ti the violent sea, waching the waves below crashing n to the clif , pounding hard, looking in to the sky an i c u standing ther looking down from the heavens an now i know y im here, i walk to the end of the clif look up in to ur eyes an i let my self fall, fall in to ur arms, arms that r no longer there to chach me, to hold me, all thats left for me is to cry, cry for all that was lost all that was wasted, i wasted my tears my love , i gave u my soul, i gave u my hart , my body, my mind, yet my love could not save u, so i drift, drift off an let the sea take me with it, for the sea will all ways love me time is what im told will heal my wounds, i think not, ur kiss is what made me hole................