I keep trying but everytime i try to find a new love.It just keeps ending in disaster.The unhappy married girl turned out to just be a slut who doesnt really want to get someone other than her husband.Sounds more like she wants everyone but her husband.....but not me eather.So once again im back to trying to find someone who wants me....not just for a one nighter.(althogh that would be good just to clean out some fustration)
Im tired of being someones buddy, their friend, or someone for the night.I sit here willing to give my love to someone who needs it and i have no takers.I should be worth something to someone.
Yet maybe it will be different this week....who knows what may pan out.
Right now my goal is to atleast get laid this weekend.Lord knows i need it.
