Im not perfect nor will i ever be. I try to please a vast amount of people, usually myself last. im tierd and sick blah for me. I worry about my kids spelling i worry my sis pass her test. I fight over my dear friend because he means the world to me. i see my smile turn into disgust i let a no one make my blood boil. I know timing is everything and there is no suck thing as multi task. When does dee get to be happy and feel good?? When do my kids ask to help when do i get my love back in return? When do people stop lying and start telling the truth? When does my pain heal and i get mental closure? when will I get my heart to heal? In life you take what you give but dear god I give alot and feel like i get very little in return... Soap box maybe. Reality check most likely. I have several close rl friends from fu I enjoy them and i trust them I have felt the pain of a back stab emerse this weekend anyone else wanna take the blow??? I am ready and fully gaurded now... until then guive back what you receive it is the kind thing to do xoxoxo D
