So, stress eating has finally gotten the absolute best of me. Doctor appointment today and I weighed in at 280lbs... I've never been this heavy in my life... I've struggled with weight issues for a long time.. flucating from 215-280(now) ... over the years I've always been able to drop weight pretty much when I wanted... now i'm 44... fat.. and somewhat miserable... I know what I have to do..but the old motivation for doing it won't seem to come back... so.. now I'm worrying about my blood test results and weight.. and guess what I do when I worry... I EAT... FML!! Oh well... since I'm not ready to die... guess I'll have to find new motivation to keep on living... salad time for me!