I have taken time to re-evalute my life the truth was I was not happy with myself so I decided to change I started looking into Buddhism again and understanding to find happiness I must be happy and find love and respect for myself. In this journey of renewal I have enriched a few old bonds with people and made new friendships, the greatest ideal I try to live by now is compassion and understanding for all beings. The truth be told there is no seperation in Humanity just illusions of such made by greed and intolerance we should try to treat others as we wish to be treated it is just good morality and common sense.